Only God knows why...
Well, alot has happened since my last real entry. Ice Cold was arrested on assault/murder charges and wants me 2 "wait" on him. First off, I don't have any dealings with suspected killers! I wasn't joking when I had called him a thug. I didn't know how true that statement really was. He's gotten himself mixed up with the wrong crowd and I can't allow myself to be a part of that. My life would be in danger. N E wayz, guess who he called with his 1 phone call. Yea, u guessed it - Me. I don't know what the hell he thought I could do. I'm just making ends meet with my job and I didn't have that kinda money saved. That was my last conversation with Ice Cold. It wasn't, however, the last time I would hear from him. The incident was on the news. About 3 guys were in a store and shot a cashier. I could tell that the trigger man was clearly Ice Cold. I had no idea that he had that kind of anger to take a life. I was so startled. He showed absolutely no remorse. I decided right there and then I wanted no more to do with him. A few weeks later, his sister calls me up and tells me that he would like to see me. I told her exactly what 2 tell him. She tried to reassure me that there were some stipulations that I didn't know about and that he was set up by one of the other guys he was with. Regardless if he did it or not, he still intended to rob the store! Not to mention he was hanging with the wrong crowd. That was bad judgement on my part, thinking we could go back to something special. Aw well, u live and learn.
12 Comments:
You made a wise decision! And I for one am really proud of you.
Its hard enough in this life for anyone to get anywhere - and if you have a dead weight (excuse the wording) Like this "ice cold" thug with a rap-sheet that includes murder or suspected murder, hanging off you sleeve - He's gunna insure you never amount to anything but a life of extra pain.
Stick to your decision and find someone decent. *hugs*
that's a cool icon there ;)
sad story. and just like mikkai, i salute you in handling this kind of situations. have a great day ahead. stay happy.
good decision!!! but you still take care.. :)
You are right.. you don't need to be around like "Ice Cold." Don't let anyone convince you of anything you aren't sure of... your heart & mind together will lead you down the right path.
You made a very wise decision, good for you.
OMG!! Thats seems like a lot to go through!! THat's really scary..You did good on your part!
Dear Jap
I bet your mother is proud to have a daughter like you!! You so did the right thing. hugsxxx
You did the right thing Hun! It's amazing how you can think you know someone but really don't. Life brings some powerful lessons to be learned. Take care.
U done good girl! Dem thugs be all killin folks, keep ya distance from that fool 4 sho!!!!!
wow... that's scary... hits way too close to home :(. the guy i've been seeing is in a really bad crowd, and he's alwayz in trouble. he'll be turning 18 this fall... which means he'll get into serious trouble if he keeps this up... *scary* that's so great that you made the right decision! i find myself still having a hard time making the right choices... really like your journal! :)
Hey Jap as everyone else says it is probably wise you have chosen to discontinue that relationship.
People make mistakes, even deadly ones, but one a criminal record will follow "Ice Cold" around for life and two odds are he won't get out of this path he has committed himself to.
I dunno if "Ice Cold" qualifies as one, but I wonder how many bright minds sit behind prison bars rotting...this is sad all around the fence.
Do what you gotta do and stay strong.
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